i wonder why, i wonder how....

In this big world we have enough time to travel, well now just view anywhere from your PC would be enough right?.But still we could not find a very solid answer to what we really search in our self,responsibilities must be carried out or our purpose live in this wonderful world. there still people who try to conquer, destroy, harming and there is one who act to stop them, giving their best effort and most of them just crumble down without support and lonely.The one who win is always the bad guy and for sure they are not fair enough.but seriously they get what their aim for, so can we just follow them? haha.., if it easy as we said then this world cannot be this chaos. most of us still want the true path to be followed but there is no effort to put in enough to uphold what we believe.still there a bit of worry about the effect to us if we involve in it and some are just give up to continue after several defeat.Why? why all of this thing pop up more in the bright more than the winning dark side.I think it only because one reason, we do not have faith. is it rude of me saying that? no because it is really happening today.none of us have enough strength to protect what we believe in, just let it be and always there is luck to overturn the current situation, that is only if they feel like they want to do it, not always if they have slight chance to grab on. that is why our family,resident,village,state and even country always have a problem which is not solve for years because no one even care about it and just depend on others to settle it.I wonder why we cannot do that in the modern days now, and i also wonder how the elders done this thing back then with less information, equipment and still get through with it.is it their spirit or just their faith in what they do, haha.. keep wondering my friend because when we finish thinking about it, its already end of the world, its too late. so now it is better to think and to what should we do in our profession right now.nowadays many people just thinking but they do not really do which make them only big talker and many of us also do thing without think properly which make them either criminal or just posters, do not have value to follow. so just try our best to make sure we make the right path to follow and not let our self drown in the flow.especially for youth who will be the next leader must find the exact and wise way to make sure our country will stay in peace and keep on drive forward, not wasting time on unimportant things. ya.. enjoying the youth is fun , but are we gonna be fun in our old days if we only know to enjoy in our younger age? what you did, you get back.........