First impression,too good or too bad (1)

hi, nice to meet you, good to know you, hello there, whats up, you looking great, i heard so much about you, glad to meet you, its a pleasure to know you, anymore to say? just as many as all the greetings throwing out from two lovely lips, more are store inside which not able to spit it out.deep down in the heart of two person who meet for time ever, there are thousand kind of feelings dancing between the nervous heart beat.wah, oh, nice, hm, eh, ha?, its all come out of sudden only by just have a simple greet. variation of impression also start to blink inside the head and of course most of it is hidden behind the smiling face shown to us, right?.it is that how complex how people or human think, i can say it is because it really happening around us.well the fact is, everyone are doing this kind of thing and also thing we have to face everyday in our daily life. likely our community nowadays have more options in order to get a view about a person they just met.appearance, dressing, background, way of speak or maybe dialect,how the person eat, walk, say,face expression and many more for them will determine what that person really are without have to know him or her.well, is it all the 'person point makers' up can tell you exactly true about someone? for me they just slightly only a few guideline to know that person.but its not wrong to judge the person early because, realize it or not human communicate 80% on their body language more than using their mouth to express how they really feel..

holiday most meaning..

hooray..hooray its a holiholiday..

what is so special about that phrase that make our heart bump in and out when we hear it.it mean a break,day off or just for those who are unemployed holiday is nothing special for the to celebrate.

but for many of us who have struggle to live, work every hour day and night to make sure they can move on tomorrow morning to face the world once more even it is like 'hell' for them.maybe for that kind of fellows, word of holiday is the most pleased word to hear and greatest gift given to enjoy even though in short period of time.

so, ive been thinking that most of horrible things happen now should be given 'holiday' on them.holiday of war,fights,kill,drugs and many more so that they will have time to rest from their activity for a second.agree? hm,seriously you guys are mad if you do not agree with me because, what i mean here is the ultimate 'holiday' for those bastard and they have to like it or not rest forever from doing their dirty job.

why i'm suggesting this? because this kind of shits which always interfere with our relaxing and fine holiday on every second we have, either we realize it or not.this junk who will find any moment in our life to ruin everything, and the time we are most not aware is on our holiday or day off.they will eventually come and crush everything and our holiday will become 'horiday'.then those punk will have their enjoyable holiday with our miserable moment have to pay for everything.

so please remember in what situation, do not let holiday take care of you, but you have to take control of your holiday.
happy holiday everybody..

brain suffer......

fuh i'm so freaking so freaking out right now,

Just shame to admit but when the important thing we need to do and as part of our job , it is not acceptable that we run to avoid it.

maybe its okay for the first time, because maybe you have another important commitment to give in then come the second chance, and still you let it go like its nothing to your life at all.

just what a non-responsible person i am if i do that. still thinking about that action and i was little depressed when i thought about it this morning but now i'm off to it and in my head here is a job need to be done.

i hope this not a habit for me in the future and also some kind of example for those who always run for their duty in any kind of it.just do what you need to do even though, its a little bit late..