I wonder why, I wonder how....

In this big world we have enough time to travel, well now just view anywhere from your PC would be enough right?. But still we could not find a very solid answer to what we really search in ourself because, the view we see is not real and we are alone in there.

Then in the real world, getting to know other people, see what they like, compare ourself to them, sometime makes ourself feels different from before.

Is this not who I am suppose to be? Should I be more like them? All my life I am on the wrong side?

That is sort of question that comes to mind, well at least for me. But that is too quick to assume or judge because we are different from each other. We do not all share common interest, opinion and even our face is not the same how come we need to behave or think the same.

Even in family have dispute, husband and wife cannot agree on the same point in some situation, friends have divided opinion and all of the argument mostly just want to have the best solution or decision.

It is a process that we are all need to go through in life. In order to search the thing we want in ourself, the answer cannot really be made by our own. 

Be together with other people, see the the difference between ourself and decide what the best version we can be in order to compliment others for good and also how it can benefit us in life because we are not alone in this world.

The best of ourself cannot be the best without other people to enjoy and share ourself and for us to have more meaningful and happier life.

Love....

Anything goes when you are in love with someone and dating is wonderful.. By the time goes by.. Love is hard work, patience, mercy, concern, loving and tolerance towards each other. Without all of that.. love could die with our age getting older.. for me if someone does not have all of that, achieving true love is impossible or should I say.. not worthy of it. just some words to say after almost 8 years of hiatus :)

Power is in your hands..

Strictly to say you know someone very well either privately or as co-partners in some occasion you involve with him or her.It does not matter whether you know him or her for a long time or not even if they are your own family.Some people are just carelessly declaring 'yes i know him, you can count on me' and he only meet that person for only a week, month, or maybe 3 days.With all being said some of us really like to use all that kind reason to give someone they barely know something which is important named 'POWER'. Power is an important element in this world, and by having control of it making someone 'invisible' does not matter if its only for a while, we do not know how will the power will affect us in that period and is it good or bad.A position, leader, commander, the biggest ruler are the massive use of power in this world and they are the one who always on top in every decision which will affect us the follower.The good ones always comfort us in our own way but the bad ones comes after us in every corner, and not give any disadvantage to the 'top ones'. Trust can mostly given when people only know who are they pass it on, not just let it go to uncertainty that will make they regret it later. So, to trust the thing called power to someone then you must know that person really, really well.In order to do that there are few steps can be considered as test. Go travel with that person and spend one or two nights together.Along the journey you will find out what kind of person he or she is.you can observe that person from his daily life,how he do his things, how he spend his money and conversation between you and him will be more honest because the direct link of you and him.Any border before you and him will not occur during that time and you can talk with him freely about anything you want to know but nothing harsh. Secondly, try to give that person small authority to manage and take that opportunity to know him.There are times when you need a person to show his real behavior is by giving him some sort of power.It does show someone characteristics while he or she is at top.Is he or she will be the same person before or extremely change to something positive or negative.Not only when he is in his work but outside in his private life will change with some power in his hands.Using this method you can never make mistake about someone you will choose to accept 'power' after you or anyone else. But, is it power only come from a position you hold? not exactly and not that easy.Some come with work-hard and great sacrifice.Money, trustworthy, known, speech master, great singer, and many more can give automatic power to certain person and how they gonna use it is up to them to decide. Even with all that being said, power still important in this world and even in individual life.Someone who does not have power on himself cannot control himself from things which can bring harm to himself, or stop himself from bringing harm to others.A father who lost his power in the family would not be able to save his family from self destruction.Power is not an easy task to handle but important thing to have, have control of it and not letting it having control of our-self or we will become the slave of power forever.........

i wonder why, i wonder how....

In this big world we have enough time to travel, well now just view anywhere from your PC would be enough right?.But still we could not find a very solid answer to what we really search in our self,responsibilities must be carried out or our purpose live in this wonderful world. there still people who try to conquer, destroy, harming and there is one who act to stop them, giving their best effort and most of them just crumble down without support and lonely.The one who win is always the bad guy and for sure they are not fair enough.but seriously they get what their aim for, so can we just follow them? haha.., if it easy as we said then this world cannot be this chaos. most of us still want the true path to be followed but there is no effort to put in enough to uphold what we believe.still there a bit of worry about the effect to us if we involve in it and some are just give up to continue after several defeat.Why? why all of this thing pop up more in the bright more than the winning dark side.I think it only because one reason, we do not have faith. is it rude of me saying that? no because it is really happening today.none of us have enough strength to protect what we believe in, just let it be and always there is luck to overturn the current situation, that is only if they feel like they want to do it, not always if they have slight chance to grab on. that is why our family,resident,village,state and even country always have a problem which is not solve for years because no one even care about it and just depend on others to settle it.I wonder why we cannot do that in the modern days now, and i also wonder how the elders done this thing back then with less information, equipment and still get through with it.is it their spirit or just their faith in what they do, haha.. keep wondering my friend because when we finish thinking about it, its already end of the world, its too late. so now it is better to think and to what should we do in our profession right now.nowadays many people just thinking but they do not really do which make them only big talker and many of us also do thing without think properly which make them either criminal or just posters, do not have value to follow. so just try our best to make sure we make the right path to follow and not let our self drown in the flow.especially for youth who will be the next leader must find the exact and wise way to make sure our country will stay in peace and keep on drive forward, not wasting time on unimportant things. ya.. enjoying the youth is fun , but are we gonna be fun in our old days if we only know to enjoy in our younger age? what you did, you get back.........

First impression,too good or too bad (1)

hi, nice to meet you, good to know you, hello there, whats up, you looking great, i heard so much about you, glad to meet you, its a pleasure to know you, anymore to say? just as many as all the greetings throwing out from two lovely lips, more are store inside which not able to spit it out.deep down in the heart of two person who meet for time ever, there are thousand kind of feelings dancing between the nervous heart beat.wah, oh, nice, hm, eh, ha?, its all come out of sudden only by just have a simple greet. variation of impression also start to blink inside the head and of course most of it is hidden behind the smiling face shown to us, right?.it is that how complex how people or human think, i can say it is because it really happening around us.well the fact is, everyone are doing this kind of thing and also thing we have to face everyday in our daily life. likely our community nowadays have more options in order to get a view about a person they just met.appearance, dressing, background, way of speak or maybe dialect,how the person eat, walk, say,face expression and many more for them will determine what that person really are without have to know him or her.well, is it all the 'person point makers' up can tell you exactly true about someone? for me they just slightly only a few guideline to know that person.but its not wrong to judge the person early because, realize it or not human communicate 80% on their body language more than using their mouth to express how they really feel..